Deep Thought

I can feel the tides of change coming to me. There are opportunities that are presenting themselves to me. Within this year alone I have flown on a plane and traveled more (in terms of trips/year) than any other time in my life. I have lived out of state for a summer, traveled to Chicago a handful of times, lived in Texas for 6 weeks, spent 9 days in Amsterdam (visiting Europe for the first time), traveled to Kansas City for 2 weeks, and I am currently gearing up to travel for an ENTIRE summer!

There is also some potential for me to live in Washington for 3 weeks (while working), as well as, a chance at farming in Thailand for 2 weeks.

There are so many opportunities in life and I want to take hold and grasp as many as I can while I am given this chance. With all of that being said, there is also a great strain in terms of finances for these trips.... while also paying a massive amount of bills at home.

So in the back of my mind as I travel I find myself coming back to these worries of finances and the tole adventure takes on solidifying one's career path. Now these discomforts are minimal to the fear I feel every day when I think about REGRET or MISSING OUT ON OPPORTUNITIES for growth.

In life, there is more to gain in NEW-ness than trudging along the straight and narrow. Take a U-turn. Bump into the wall. Veer off course. You have your entire life to walk straight, give that trajectory some meaning and purpose.

I am at a unique phase in life where I want to feel discomfort to allow for growth. I want the going to get a little tougher, I want to scrounge for a bit, I want to grow in these places. I want to push my limits. To test myself. Find who I really am and what I am capable of. I want to be moved and make memories like I never have before. I want to see things in a different way. My summer trip will be a EPIPHANY of sorts.

I am ready for it and I am going to bust ASS until I can fund the whole thing. I am committed to it, so ready or not.... here I come.

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